My ex is shagging Kate and Milka is still single….

Just a few weeks ago I found out that Chris (that horrible pig that dumped me) is sleeping with one of my few friends I have here. Well, she is my ex-friend now. She was expecting me to shout at her because of it, but I wouldn’t. It is not like I am angry or mad, I am just so disappointed. This is not something that girlfriends do to each other, well not in my naive world anyway! Especially when she knew that I still care about him, and she had a boyfriend, so why does she have to go, sleep with my ex I still have feelings for and take away all my hope I had left??? Why is it that it’s always people we love and trust that hurt us most?

Maybe I wouldn’t feel like this, but the thing is that she used to go out with the guy called Adam, and after they split up, she was quite unhappy about it. Adam made it that he fancied me, and wanted to try it with me, and it almost happened on New Year’s Eve, but I didn’t do it as I didn’t want to hurt her. I remember thinking(even though I was completely wasted by the time it happened):”No Milka, don’t go there, Kate is your friend and it’s not right!” And this is what I get back…

And despite all my effort, I’m still single!!! And I hate it more than ever…There is just no one for me around…I did manage to have sex since my last blog, but nothing really lasted longer than one night. How come that all guys I fancy at the moment are either taken or gay or don’t give a fuck about me???

But there is still something to look forward to in my life. I got paid yesterday, so I am going out tonight, I might even go to cinema to Sweeny Todd and then get hideously drunk. Can’t wait!!! And I might even meet someone nice!

And also, I got accepted at Uni in Plymouth to study Art, Design and Media, so I am at last moving away from my family in September. It’s going to be greaaaaaaat!!!!

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