I lay on ground and see the world spin 'round.
I'm stunned thinking 'bout my sexual godess.
I feel cold shaking of my body, I'm totally helpless.
I see her face to spin before me at the speed of sound.
I have a flood of tears falling down my face,
trying not to close my eyes.
Because no matter how one tries,
I end up staring at her in the endless space.
I try to talk but end up moaning.
I try to stand up and go prone,
but I cannot move any single bone.
I will lie here until morning.
Though I don't want to fall asleep, that would be too easy.
If I dreamt that would be nice, but only for a moment.
It would be harder when I wake up,
Feeling depressed, sick and sleazy.
I want to touch her, I want to feel her hair.
I'm not made to live by myself.
I need her badly, though it's just a dream.
I feel that she was never real. She is just a thought, floating in the air.
Having dreamt of the one and only
I didn't want to have the others.
I expected girly wonders,
I felt myself so lonely.
I see that she's my dream that will never become true.
Having known that she's not real, I refused to take the truth.
She's the only ideal I kept expecting all my youth.
I tried to forget her, tried to change my point of view.
But I have failed miserabely and now I see that it's too late.
It was a huge mistake I made, to this kind of godess to create.
There's no point of having to wait,
I'll sort this out now.
Straight.
Too much I wanted to have her by my side.
I'm not to take this stressing feeling.
I find myself in ashes kneeling.
I committed suicide.
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