Tanickina

i live my life in cycles. cycles of clothes heaped on the floor &clothes hung up neatly. cycles of homework &coursework that builds &builds til i collapse &give in &stop making excuses &do it. going from feeling utterly content &almost happy, to feeling like the floor has literally dropped away. at the moment i just feel unsure, which is worse. i’d rather have a definite feeling. i think. i hate people seeing me vulnerable. i never cry in front of people. i never even want to admit to liking someone. because what if everyone knows &they don’t like you back &it doesn’t work out? i can’t seem to take a chance. i don’t like this side of me.

John Lennon-IMAGINE toto Si pusti prosim ta a uvidis tie cycles si si vyberas sama tak sa netreba trapit zivot treba prezivat ako si mi to dnes ukazala