Aikaa

i like this..

usually..

...all the time is like that. sometimes, you have to wait too long time. so, you hate to hear about time... anyway you never know, perhaps...your saver will knock you down again. sad...

you know...you know, my situation is slightly different than yours but our feelings are nearly the same... you know nearly everything about me now, about what do i feel, more than my best friends... i have got a feel - i am falling down,i feel so empty, i feel so pissed off... but on the end it is like reflection after long, very long time... i do not know if i am waiting for someone who will help me or pick me up, perhaps who will open my eyes or help to look at myself and give me little bit more light...or someone, who is abble to hear, and that is enough, more than i hope i can get... the rest is on my own. So, i even don´t know your real name, but i am so pleased that you are